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uhh, hey. i haven't updated this in so long. lmao, this is such a fail. i think i'm gonna try and start writing again. >_< whats happened? not much. school is so lame, today we had the PSATs. i think that was the most pointless test i've ever taken, considering the fact that i guessed on half of it.. how lovely. the math was kind of easy, the english.. not so much. maybe cause we didnt start doing practice english SATs in SAT prep. again, lamest clast EVER. the bell schedule is all messed up today, so i have no idea what time this period ends, but i'll write till i can, and then edit later :D i got a new ipod. i love it, its 160GB. more then i'll prolly ever need, but its a classic, i've wanted one of those for a while, instead of a nano or the itouch, which is completly pointless. hm, whatelse is there to say? OH. "once a whore, you're nothing more. i'm sorry that will never change." how cliche, that applys to some girl, shesa whore. and honestly, i think my friend can do much better then her. but she makes him happy, so i guess thats all that matters, dispite everyone elses opinions, he still went for it. so i'm happy for him. my home life has been REALLY lame, i was fighting with my mom alot last week, and almost left the house. yesterday i had to go to a doctor to talk to him about all this depression stufff, basically stuff needs to be fixed at home. so now ontop of the therapy i go to now, every other week, he suggested family therapy. i'm Soooooooooooooo psyched for that. cantcha tell? i mean i get to be with my two favorite people... my stepdad and my mom, telling them what i dont like about them, or something of that sort. i guess i can enjoy that, to an extent. i'll talk to my therapist about it today, and what she thinks. i'm not one to talk very much though, to my mom or anyone like that. we'll see where that goes, and i'll keep ya updated. UHM, i love you a little bit. hahahahahahahhaa. 8 more minutes of this period? i think i'll go [: i'll edit about the rest of my day a little later. xo.


edit: uhhey. therapy sucked. i passed out for like 2 hours. went to therapy and guitar. and now i'm doing absolutly nothing. i feel like crap. not gonna lie. i think ima shower, and sleep. and not go to school tomorrow :D :D :D bai. <3