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>_< it got deleted. so i'll repost it.

rawwwwwr. you've made my life a living hell for the past 3 weeks, maybe a little more then that. i'm gonna say the past month. and i'm completly done with your shit. i give up. i love you, but i'm not gonna get hurt constanly when you could care less. i mentally and emotionally can't do it, and you know it too. i mean i was basically on my death bed, and you don't seem to care. you think everything is a joke and you don't take things seriously, expecially the things that you should. you don't realize what you're doing to me, it's pretty bad. i could say all this stuff about how much i hate you and now i don't wanna talk to you again, but i don't hate you. i'm more dissapointed in you that you're gonna let this happen again, the whole 'were not gonna talk cause i found some other person to replace you.' when you said all this stuff that made it seem like that was never gonna happen again. i'm done. the best part is youre not gonna read this and you won't know any of this. bottom line, if you wanna talk to me, i'm here for ya. i'm not saying i'm gonna wanna talk to you, or that i'm gonnna go back into being ' bestfriends ' with you or anything like that, because i don't know if i ever will at this point. unless you can dramatically change my mind about it, and in that case, good luck. i'm not forcing you to do anything, untill you show you care, i'm not gonna either. go fuck with someone else's life because your done fucking up mine.